Chapter 105

"Just tell me, what do you want to be satisfied with? Tell me, I will do it, whether it is to let me live humblely or let me die immediately, I will never hesitate." She covered her face with her hands, body As the voice kept trembling, big tears rolled down like broken pearls.

   Pain filled my chest, but I didn't feel any fear. I just wanted a one-time relief, a complete relief. If this continues, I will really go crazy, I will!

  Pei Nanming still didn't move, but opened his deep and bright eyes, the eyes flashed sharply, as if to split Ruan Xisheng.

He was very calm, indifferently watching Ruan Xi's complete fragility and submission in front of him for the first time, she was so stubborn, even if she blurted out before begging for mercy, he was not half sincere, he knew very well that it was just her resorting to it during sex on the occasion of expediency.

  He hated her, apart from the hatred related to Ruan Ting and Qin Xin'er, this is what he hated the most. She never showed her true emotions in front of him. Even if it's a smile, he can feel the hypocrisy and stiffness in it, and even if it's anger, there will be a bit of deliberate forbearance.

"How could I be willing to let you die immediately? You are my good Xier, everyone in the world knows that I love you more than anyone else, so how can I let you die?" He tilted his head With the corner of her mouth pursed, she got up and walked to Ruan Xi, suddenly changed into an extremely gentle posture, stretched out her hand to gently straighten her messy hair, and gently rubbed her fingers along the corner of her ruddy mouth.

   Ruan Xi trembled, what should I do, how can I end this kind of life? She has been completely defeated, except for crying helplessly, she doesn't even know what to do to give herself the courage to face everything in front of her.

  All pursuits, all desires, and all resistances were shattered by this capture, and could no longer be gathered into shape.

Looking at Ruan Xi's slightly empty expression, the gentleness on Pei Nanming's face finally became stiff. The pain in his chest was like a spider's thread. At first there were only a few strands, as if floating in the wind with nothing to support him. However, with Little by little, she became colder, emptyer, and desperate. This kind of pain, like a spider's thread, began to gather and grow, slowly wrapping the whole heart, making him feel suffocated and unbearable.

  After this time, the anger has accumulated little by little, but it has become deeper and deeper, and the pain caused by her seems to have melted into the blood, entangled in the cells inch by inch.

   He sat down on the edge of *, "You're tired, aren't you?"

  Ruan Xi turned to look at him blankly, her expression was still blank and numb, her eyes were red and swollen, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were still wet.

  Tired, isn't it? Yes, it is really tiring.

  She stared blankly at the eyes that made the biggest nightmare of her life, and nodded blankly. She was very tired, and she was so tired that she didn't want to open her eyes anymore, and never wanted to again.

  His right hand was still gently stroking her face, but his left hand quietly turned into a fist, and the veins on the back of his hand were exposed.

  Love sometimes hurts, he smiles wryly, and he has to admit at this moment that he loves her, and his love can only be expressed in a hurtful way, hurting her while hurting himself, and now he has really done it.

"Go to sleep when you are tired. When you wake up, you will find that everything that troubled you is gone. Go to sleep. When you wake up, the person who hurt you the most will be gone. When you wake up, you will find that, Everyone around you actually loves you." His fists were getting tighter and tighter, and he almost gritted his teeth and said these hypnotic words gently.

  Ruan Xi leaned on the head wearily, her eyelids closed little by little.

  At this time, the door opened quietly, Tang Wenyi walked in gently, frowned slightly, looked at Ruan Xi and then at Pei Nanming, and finally asked in a low voice, "Are you sure you want to do this?"

  Pei Nanming also rubbed his temples tiredly and stood up, "I don't want to repeat it again, let someone come in."

"You will ruin her." Tang Wenyi looked at Ruan Xi, Ruan Xi closed her eyes slightly, she seemed to be sleepy, her face was pale and sleepy, she was obviously suffering to the extreme, this time is the most fragile time of body and mind, and also the most when easily destroyed.

   "I don't want you to regret it in the future."

"I would rather regret it in the future than continue like this. You have seen it all these years, and you have persuaded me more than once to face my heart correctly. This time, I really lost, so... ..."

   "So, you are going to use this method to defeat all her defenses? Doing so is tantamount to killing her."

   "If it keeps her."

  As soon as Pei Nanming's words came out, Tang Wenyi was taken aback, "You..."

"A woman who would rather commit suicide than run away from me, a woman who reminds me of my own mother's death whenever I see it, but makes me unable to extricate myself, what else can I do? Besides, she belongs to Ruan Hetian An illegitimate daughter, even if she doesn't mention the Ruan family and doesn't recognize it, this is an unchangeable fact. I will let the Ruan family collapse sooner or later. What will happen to her then? My current approach is selfish, yes She is also an irreparable injury, but in this way, she will become obedient, and the grievances and grievances between me and her will be evened out."

  Tang Wenyi shook his head, "You give me the impression that you are a lunatic."

  Pei Nanming was not angry after hearing this, "Maybe, but I really wish I was a lunatic."

  If you are a lunatic, you don’t have to suffer so much. If you are a lunatic, you can be more ruthless and hotter, completely ignoring Ruan Xi and completely destroying the Ruan family, causing the Ruan family to go bankrupt.

Tang Wenyi had no choice but to look at Ruan Xi, and he couldn't tell whether the expression in his eyes was distressed or sympathetic, and he sighed, "I hope you won't regret it in the future, this method is not a long-term solution after all, and, besides, you will be harmed." she."

  Pei Nanming waved his hand, signaling that he doesn't need to say any more.

  After the two people exited the room, three people in white coats entered the room. All three of them had something in their hands, two of them were holding curtains, and one was holding a light bulb and a syringe.

After the three of them entered the room, they first registered the heavy black curtains, drew them, connected the light bulb to the power source, and hung it above the window. The light was soft and looked like the moon hanging in the night sky at first glance. Quietly give Ruan Xi the needle.

  After that, the whole room suddenly fell into a strange silence.

  Pei Nanming stood and watched all the time, until a doctor politely told him that hypnosis should achieve the best effect without any interference from any extra factors, and then he left the room.

   But he didn't leave, just leaned against the wall, lit a cigarette irritably, smoked half of it, crushed it hard, then took out a new one, lit it again, and threw it away every time after smoking half.

Ruan Xi felt that she was sleeping very deeply and tired, but someone started talking in her ears, it was a woman's voice that was soft and near and far away, and said some strange words, but those words seemed to have a strange power, gradually attracting her Attention, but she felt that her eyes were heavy, so she opened them no matter what, and then she seemed to fall into a dream, and she went back to when she was a child. Dead silence.

Then she was thirsty and got up to look for water. As a result, the ground was bright red, and then the wind passed. She saw the rice paper flying up from the writing desk facing the window. The word "Pei".

She stood there like a fool, staring wide-eyed at the weird scene in front of her, and then passed out in a hopeless way. When she woke up again, she had no mother and no hut. into a NSW orphanage.

  She was waiting for her mother to pick her up in the orphanage, but she knew in her heart that her mother would never come.

Then she heard someone talking in her ear again, and then she began to dream again, dreaming that she was possessed by Pei Nanming when she was eighteen years old, and then dreaming that she was with Pei Nanming countless times, the fear was deeply rooted, and then she dreamed that she fell down and her stomach was sore Pain, bleeding a lot, and dreaming that I picked up a blade and cut my wrist severely.

  The voice that guides her dreams is sometimes far away and sometimes near, sometimes cold and forceful, and sometimes gentle and soft. Her emotions are also controlled by this voice.

Later, she actually dreamed that she followed Pei Nanming to the basketball court of his school. He asked her to wait by the side of the playground, then threw his coat to her and ran to shoot basketball with his classmates. With good shape, quick and vigorous movements, coupled with his height advantage, he quickly grabbed rebounds and scored consecutively.

  She was sitting on the edge of the playground with her clothes in her arms, and she was fascinated.

  Every time Pei Nanming scores a point, he will look back at her, then raise his chin proudly and smile. At that time, she actually had a feeling of special pride in her heart, the kind of mood that was happier than her own winning the honor.

She also dreamed that she was following Pei Nanming like a fart. Wherever he went, she followed, and he always seemed to protect her intentionally or unintentionally. No matter how indifferent he was on the surface, he did not resist her self-assessment follow...