She finally gave up and looked at the blurred shadow in the mirror, unable to tell whether it was a human or a ghost.
The bright silver faucet is still dripping water gently, falling into the pool every now and then, with a clear and ethereal sound.
Ruan Xi raised her head and looked at the lights on the roof. The glaring at the beginning became soft, and the dizziness gradually hit her. She raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and she would always be relieved.
It would be better to die than to live without being human or ghost.
However, she is not born without love. Even though she is an orphan, even though she has never received much warmth, she still yearns for freedom and a new life.
In a trance, she suddenly returned to the rainy season when she first met Pei Nanming. He sat on the balcony and flipped through a book gently. In the drizzle, his strange bones gave people a kind of stability and gentleness.
Although he didn't smile when he raised his eyes, and even his face was a little cold, but there was a little warmth in his dark eyes, although that temperature soon turned into indifference.
The scenes were constantly changing, and the dizziness became more and more intense. During the few times when she was alone with Pei Nanming, she saw the setting sun elongate the figures of the two of them, and then they couldn't help stepping on the heels of his footsteps. past.
Such a sense of peace of mind made her think that she could follow behind him like this for many, many years.
The picture was still moving fast, she saw Ruan Ting quietly walked into her room at night and pinched her neck and told her, "Stay away from my son, you vixen, don't even think about* my son, I won't let you succeed, You are an embryo!"
At one time, she thought it was just her dream, but now she actually remembered such a dream.
Then, Gu Chi smiled at her, that kind of inclusive and bright demeanor made her feel that she had finally found a refuge, and the smile on the corners of her lips became even higher.
She narrowed her eyes slightly, looking at the blood red dripping down her arm, she just felt happy.
Wrists were stained with blood, she smiled happily.
What I feel owed in my heart is that I promised Zhang Tong to be strong, but I failed in the end.
As if in a very long dream, she dreamed of her mother whom she hadn't seen for many years. She was wearing a blood-red long dress, looking at herself pitifully, with a face full of disappointment. They are two completely different words.
A pure black "Pei" and a blood-red Ruan.
After all, she was too young, and many things were blurred in her memory, but at this dying moment, those things that were forgotten or deliberately buried became extremely clear.
Everything is like a review of a life drama...
Outside the door, an hourly worker aged 145 or 16 entered the room after being confirmed by two people at the door, and began to clean.
Actually, this part-time job has been done for so many years, and this is the first time I saw a house with two guards at the door, so I couldn't help but tremble in my heart.
Treat everything in the house with care, lest someone accidentally break something, or not wipe it clean.
The windows in the room are bright and clean, without any confetti and garbage. It is rare to see such a clean-loving head of the household.
Quickly tidied up the outside and began to clean the bathroom, but just as she walked to the door of the bathroom, the rag fell from her hand, screaming loudly!
"Help! Help! So much blood, so much...!"
Blood dripped out from the crack of the door. Although diluted with water, it is no longer so glaring, but it still looks shocking!
Pei Nanming's eyelids kept twitching, and there was an ominous premonition that overwhelmed him, making him restless all day long. Swim to the edge of the pool and go ashore.
Xu Chuyan immediately sent a towel over, "Why did you stop swimming after only two laps?"
Pei Nanming took a look at her and didn't speak, just took a towel to wipe his body.
Xu Chuyan knew that she was talking too much again, and secretly regretted that she didn't have a long memory.
After wiping his body, he threw the towel to Xu Chuyan, "Tang Wenyi will send someone to pick you up later, I have something to deal with, you just wait here obediently."
Xu Chuyan was dumbfounded. This was the first time she was thrown down by Pei Nanming, and she couldn't help feeling wronged, but she didn't dare to say anything in front of Pei Nanming.
can only nod obediently.
Pei Nanming had just changed into his formal clothes when his cell phone rang. When dealing with official business, he never carries his mobile phone, but is always carried by his secretary, but when he is on vacation, he always carries his personal mobile phone.
The phone displayed Tang Wenyi's number, and there were already seven missed calls.
So anxious, what could happen?
Frowning, he pressed the connect button.
Tang Wenyi over there immediately said anxiously, "I told you where did you go, you killed someone, do you know..."
After Tang Wenyi finished speaking, Pei Nanming almost dropped his phone to the ground, his face turned pale, and he clenched his fists and ran out.
Xu Chuyan came over and saw him running away, she was dumbfounded.
Pei Nanming lost his composure for the first time! What made him so anxious?
Shunkang Hospital, in the emergency room, the light was always on, which hurt his eyes.
When a woman is so decisive, does it mean that everything is over?
Isn't this exactly the result I want? Why is it so heartbreaking?
He stared blankly at the lights of the emergency room, filled with inexplicable fear.
After a long time, he covered his face with his hands, something cold dripped between his fingers, and he was startled that he was actually crying. She shed tears for a woman whom he should dedicate his whole life to hating, and shed tears for a woman who wanted to escape from him even if he died!
Tang Wenyi had been standing by his side all the time, now he patted his shoulder and left with the excuse of buying something.
Before leaving, he did not forget to comfort him, "Don't worry, I will be rescued. This is the best emergency hospital in the city."
As soon as Tang Wenyi left, a tightly wrapped person rushed out of the emergency room.
Pei Nanming immediately rushed over to grab the doctor and asked, "Dean, how is she?"
The dean pushed him aside, "Mr. Pei, please calm down, the patient is losing too much blood now, Rh-negative blood itself is very scarce, and the blood bank reserves are even more limited, now we need to find the same type of blood to transfuse the patient as soon as possible, otherwise the consequences will be disastrous. "
Pei Nanming took a step back like a lightning strike.
rh-negative blood is also known as "panda blood". In China, the proportion of people with this blood is a few tenths of a percent!
"Mr. Pei, don't be discouraged. It's not that there is no way out. We will do our best to find blood with matching blood types for matching. As for this lady's family, maybe we can find a blood match from her family."
Pei Nanming shook his head, "She's an orphan."
The dean was surprised, and then comforted, "Mr. Pei, don't be discouraged until the last moment. I will immediately post for help and see if there is such a blood type in the blood banks of other hospitals."
Pei Nanming looked at the emergency room which was still lit and waited, and suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness and exhaustion.
The dean hurried back to the office, and the people in the office suddenly got up, "Uncle Zhao, is there something urgent, why are you in such a hurry?"
While dialing the phone number, the dean said, "A patient came to the emergency room. He lost a lot of blood and was in critical condition. However, this person's blood is very special, it is rare 'panda blood'. No matter how rich you think this person is, What's the use of having power? At this time, I'm helpless and anxious. Nothing is more important than health. You don't know what's wrong with this world. You just want to live a good life, but you all ran to cut your wrists and commit suicide! But , Having said that, this Miss Ruan is also suffering! Zhang Yi, you sit down for a while, and we will catch up after I deal with the matter."
Speaking of this, the phone has been connected, Zhang Yi wanted to say something, but finally shut up, silently pointed outside, got up and went out.
Zhang Yi went out of the dean's office and went directly to the blood donation place. The broadcast outside also collected rh-negative blood.
The director ran to find Pei Nanming very excitedly, saying that he had found blood, which was transferred from another hospital, and someone just volunteered to donate 400 milliliters of blood, which was just enough.
Pei Nanming looked at the dean as if he had been reborn from a dead tree. He, who never revealed his true emotions, couldn't hide his joy.
The lights in the emergency room went out, and the doctors inside came out one by one, followed by two nurses who pushed the patients out.
Ruan Xi was still in a coma, her face was as pale as death, her lips were chapped and peeling, but it was only a short period of time, but she was already completely haggard.
Seeing that she was still alive, Pei Nanming returned his heart to his place, and then another level of hatred was also aroused as his heart returned to his place.
She actually didn't even care about the baby in her belly, she just wanted to die! How can this be forgiven!
Seeing Ruan Xi being sent to the high-grade ward, he reluctantly turned around and left, not going to see her at all.
However, when he turned around, he called the part-time worker directly and asked the part-time worker to explain the situation at that time.
The part-time worker was obviously frightened and stupid, and refused to be hired again no matter what. When he returned, the bathroom was still covered in blood.
"It doesn't matter if you don't want to do it, you just need to tell me the situation at that time."
Pei Nanming was in a bad mood. He lit a cigarette, but he didn't take a puff for a long time.
The part-time worker was trembling, "I just finished cleaning the outside and wanted to clean up the bathroom. When I walked to the door, I saw a lot of light red water overflowing from it. Then I was frightened and stupid..."
"Okay, you go, the salary will be paid."
The hourly worker left tremblingly. Only then did Pei Nanming take a breath and stare at the window in a daze.
This suicide was her determination and provocation. She was telling him that even if she died, she would never stay by his side again. Of course he understood this.
He took another breath of the cigarette, brushed the ash with his fingers habitually, and the ash fell into the ashtray. There was obviously no sound, but in this quiet space, he seemed to hear a long echo.
A obsession rose from her heart, so cruel that even if she really died, she would never let it go.
He knew that this obsession had already covered up the initial hatred, but so what, he didn't want to let it go, he couldn't let it go!
Qin Zhiran also got the news, and immediately ran over to ask her, Pei Nanming looked at her coldly, obviously in a bad mood, but he didn't lose his temper, he just asked, "You care about her so much, do you want to go to the hospital with me? "
"Well, that's exactly what I thought."
"Well, let's go to dinner first."
"Okay." Qin Zhiran smiled brightly, not at all worried about Ruan Xi. But Pei Nanming didn't care if she was worried about Ruan Xi.
After eating at Wuji Restaurant, the two of them brought fruit to see Ruan Xi.
Ruan Xi is still in the intensive care unit, she is still awake, but her complexion has improved a lot.
Pei Nanming stood at the door with his hands in his pockets, Qin Zhiran put the fruit basket on the low cabinet, and pretended to tuck the quilt up for Ruan Xi.
"Why can't she think about it suddenly?" Qin Zhiran finally asked.
Pei Nanming thought for a while, "It's probably because we are engaged and have a good relationship, so we deliberately made trouble with me."
Qin Zhiran was dubious, "Really, she would risk her own life to make trouble? Besides, last time, she begged me to help her leave you." Watching Pei Nanming's reaction closely, Pei Nanming remained the same, without any anger or surprise the meaning of.
"What's your answer?"
"Me? Of course I refused. If she becomes lonely after leaving us, how could I agree?"
Pei Nanming looked at Qin Zhiran, and suddenly pinched her chin and raised it up, "Don't you think it's better to let her go? You know very well in your heart that there is everything between me and her, whether there should be or not."