Nanxi reached out and pushed him away, "It's not appropriate for us to chat right now, calm down."
Lu Jian Shen not only didn't let go of her, instead he gripped Nanxi tighter, "It just so happens that there are no outsiders, I think it's very suitable for us to chat right now."
"Lu Jian Shen, don't be unreasonable, let go of me, I'm really tired."
Nan Xi's words made Lu Jian Shen more and more furious.
He was already holding a breath in his heart, which was instantly ignited by Nan Xi's words at this moment.
"I'm being unreasonable?" He smiled and grunted coldly, "Am I being unreasonable, or do you simply not care?"
"You can have a pleasant, smiley chat with Zhou Xiannan, but you have nothing to say to me, right? Nanxi, do you remember your identity or not?"
He reminded her of her identity time and time again.
And what about him?
How had he ever remembered.
Nanxi looked at him and laughed coolly, "Lu Jian Shen, you can't be so brash as a human being, you've asked me time and time again to remember my identity, what about you? When you made a big deal about giving Fang Qinglian, your first girlfriend, a birthday party, did you ever think about the fact that you were already married, a married status?"
"Have you thought about your wife's feelings, about my embarrassment, my aggravation?"
All this night, she had been repressing herself.
Desperately repressing herself.
Yet when all the words in her heart just flooded out like a flood, she was still heartbroken.
She was just a weak woman, for his sake, she had already backed down time and time again, lowered her bottom line time and time again, but what did she get in return?
It wasn't gratitude, nor was it touching.
Rather, it was his gaining an inch.
Desperately blinking her eyes, Nan Xi forced back all the tears in her eyes.
"But you haven't thought about it, you don't have it all, your eyes, your heart, your mind is full of her alone. To this day, I don't even understand, if you love her so much, why do you have to force yourself to maintain this marriage with me? Is it really just because of Grandpa?"
"If that's the case, then let me tell you, there's no need to feel guilty or blame yourself, I'll be the bad guy, I'll kneel down in front of grandpa and tell him that it's me who's unfilial, it's me who wants a divorce."
"So Lu Jian Shen, that's it, we"
The word divorce, Nan Xi hadn't said it yet.
Suddenly, Lu Jian Shen cupped her chin and kissed her fiercely.
Nanxi desperately pushed back and struggled.
Lu Jianxuan's whole body was like a copper wall and iron skin, imprisoning her so tightly that she couldn't move at all.
"You let go of me."
Nanxi opened her lips and shouted.
But it just gave him a chance to go further.
"Oooh, you let go let go." Nanxi fought hard.
But it was all useless.
Lu Jianxuan just pressed her onto the bed like she was crazy.
In the end, her whole body's strength was almost exhausted, and Nanxi could only let go, hanging helplessly at her side.
She didn't want to struggle.
Since he wanted it, he had to have it.
It's just that this kind of kiss can only be considered plundering, without a trace of emotion in it.
I don't remember how long later, Lu Jianxuan let go of her and lowered her forehead, panting softly.
He looked at her, his eyes dark and heavy to the extreme: "Nanxi, take back the two words you were going to say, I forbid you to say things like that."
"Divorce?" Nanxi said deliberately.
Lu Jian Shen was even more furious when he heard these two words, "Don't say it, don't allow it."
"I said, from the moment I promised to have a good life with you, I have never thought of divorce again, Nanxi, in the future, I forbid you to say these two words again."
Nanxi looked at him, her voice very light.
"Lu Jian Shen, have you ever thought that I'm also just a little girl, just graduated from college."
"The marriage I want is a marriage where a prince and a princess love each other, a romantic marriage, a marriage with love, not a marriage that's so dead, without a bit of vitality."
"I looked forward to it, but you."
The latter words, Nan Xi no longer wanted to say.
"I'm tired and want to rest."
As the words fell, Nan Xi pushed Lu Jian Shen away.
This time, Lu Jianxuan didn't stop, and his fingers that were pinching her wrist loosened bit by bit.
After Nanxi got up, she directly lifted the quilt, then took her own clothes and headed for the door.
Lu Jian Shen's voice sounded behind her, "What are you doing?"
"During this recent period, it's better for us to sleep separately, I'm going to sleep in the second bedroom."
Nanxi was about to walk out, when Lu Jian Shen suddenly came forward and directly picked her up, then placed her on the bed and covered her with the quilt again.
Before leaving, he dropped a gentle kiss on Nanxi's forehead, "Go to sleep, even if you have to go to the second bedroom to sleep, it should be me."
Until he left and the door to the room closed.
Only then did Nanxi close her eyes.
But the heart, how could it not calm down.
In the end, unable to resist her body's exhaustion, she still quickly fell asleep.
Therefore, Nanxi didn't know that when she was asleep, Lu Jianxuan pushed open the door and came in.
In order to be quieter and not disturb her sleep, Lu Jian Shen walked in barefoot.
He sat on the carpet beside the bed, his dark eyes looking at Nanxi, his gaze becoming gentle at that moment.
Nanxi, do you know? Actually, what I want is very simple, even if you say that you care, I will be satisfied.
But she didn't, she resisted him so fiercely.
She treated him as if every word was disgust.
She asked him why he didn't get a divorce. Was it just because of Grandpa?
He wanted to say that in the beginning it was indeed, but now, long ago, it was not.
The thought of the two of them being separated, going from being the closest of couples to the strangest of strangers, becoming unrelated and uninvolved, made him feel a million times more reluctant.
Especially at the thought of her meeting other men, getting married again, having children, he felt himself going crazy with jealousy.
"Don't, don't leave me!"
Suddenly, Nan Xi cried out.
Lu Jian Shen immediately looked over as he turned on the wall sconce.
Through the faint light, he could see Nanxi's eyes tightly closed, still sleeping, but her long eyelashes were already wet with tears.
"Mom, don't go, mom."
Nanxi cried out as she cried.
Tears kept falling from her eyes.
It should be because of the thought of her mom that she was crying especially hard.
Her mouth kept shouting "Don't, don't go."
Lu Jianxuan reached out his hand and little by little dried the tears that slipped from the corners of her eyes, at the same time, in a gentle voice, he gently comforted, "Okay, don't go, I won't go."
"Xixi good, Xixi go to sleep, I promise you, no matter what happens, I won't leave."
His hand, broad and hard, was also warm.
Together with the always comforting voice, Nan Xi finally settled down a lot.
She didn't cry anymore and fell asleep peacefully.
When she woke up in the morning, Nan Xi immediately looked at the position beside her.