Chapter 36: Too Pain

"And, since there's no divorce, my husband's money is my money, isn't it only right for me to spend a little?"

"It's not like I'm using Ms. Fang's money, isn't Ms. Fang's control too wide, my husband didn't even say anything?"

Nan Xi's string of words almost made Fang Qinglian so angry that her face turned red and her nose crooked.

For some reason, hearing this, Lu Jian Shen actually felt a little happy in his heart.

"Alright, I won't bother Ms. Fang anymore, I'm leaving."

"Wait, I want to have a few words with you alone." Fang Qinglian proposed.

Nanxi refused, "If Miss Fang has anything she wants to say, just say it here!"

Fang Qinglian looked at her, still very insistent, "It's only a few minutes, I promise I won't take up too much of your time, Nanxi, are you afraid?"

"I'll only give you five minutes."

After saying that, Nanxi walked to the side.

Fang Qinglian followed her lead and slid her wheelchair over.

The two of them were at a quieter corner, only them, so it was easy to talk.

"The ring you just bought, I'm guessing you bought it straight away and didn't try it on." Fang Qinglian opened her mouth first.

"This doesn't seem to have anything to do with Ms. Fang, does it?"

"Of course it's relevant."

Fang Qinglian smiled, her gaze falling on Nanxi's finger, "The ring on your hand, I guess you've never taken it off."

Although she didn't want to admit it, Nan Xi had to admit that this time, Fang Qinglian's guess was accurate.

When this ring was worn at that time, she felt that it was a bit small, so it would be a bit tight when she put it into her finger.

At that time at school, someone had seen her ring and then asked her if she was married.

At that time, she didn't want to publicize that she was married.

So she just said that it was a ring that she had found while traveling and thought it looked good so she kept wearing it.

"Aren't you curious as to how I would know?" Fang Qinglian looked at her.

"I knew you would say, since you don't want to say, forget it."

Nan Xi made a move to leave, and Fang Qinglian immediately opened her mouth, "The three rings you just bought are the exact same size as your wedding ring, but you definitely can't wear them, only I can."

"Fang Qinglian, don't try to provoke me in this way, I won't believe a word you say."

"Is that so?" Fang Qinglian smiled, but was in no hurry.

"If you don't believe me, you can take out all three of those rings just now, and we'll both try it out, the results will speak for themselves, won't they?"

Nan Xi knew that she had fallen into Fang Qinglian's trap.

But what to do?

This trap was too deep, she simply couldn't climb up.

At that moment, as if she was possessed, she opened the ring box and took out three rings.

Then began to try them on her ring finger.

As a result, the first ring, small.

The second ring, small.

The third ring, still small.

And Fang Qinglian picked up the ring and easily slipped it onto her ring finger.

The result was already obvious wasn't it?

"Nanxi, I know you don't want to admit it, but I must tell you responsibly, that ring on your hand was customized for me by See Deep, and the ring's size was specified according to my hand, my fingers are thinner than yours, so of course you'll feel small when you wear it in."

"Also, this ring was intended by See Shen to be used for proposing to me, but unfortunately, you beat him to it, and then when you guys got married, he didn't want to waste it, so he gave it to you... Do you think he prepared it specially for you? But it's just trash that I don't want."

Nan Xi cupped her hands, she didn't want to believe the answer.

Not at all.

But she knew that what Fang Qinglian said was all true.

Nan Xi suddenly felt like a clown, not only was the marriage not her own, it was a lie.

Even the wedding ring that belonged to the marriage was fake, all lies.

Fake, all are fake.

Then what else was real between her and Lu Jian Shen?

Fang Qinglian slipped the rings into her ring fingers, then raised her hands and placed them in front of Nanxi in a showy manner, smiling smugly.

That smile, it was piercing.

What was even more piercing was that the diamonds on the ring were brilliant and dazzling under the lights of the shopping mall, piercing her eyes fiercely.

It hurt again, and again.

Her mind suddenly remembered the most classic advertisement line about diamond rings, how did it go?

Right, she remembered.

Diamonds are forever, one will last forever.

Forever?

Haha, this is all a joke.

It's funny that she took it seriously.

"Nanxi, I've made it so clear, don't you understand? The person that See Deep loved from the beginning to the end was only me, you, in the first place, shouldn't have appeared in our lives."

"Your father, your mother, your family background, if it wasn't for grandpa's gifts and favors, you wouldn't have been able to touch a single finger of the Lu family at all. Seeing Deep is a star you can't pick even if you stand on a ladder, so Nanxi, give it up."

Nanxi laughed as she desperately suppressed the pain in her heart, "What about you? Fang Qinglian?"

"Two years of marriage, how do you know that he doesn't have any feelings for me at all, and how do you know that he still loves you as much as he did in the beginning."

"Fang Qinglian, what are you afraid of?"

It had to be said that Nan Xi's questioning made Fang Qinglian's heart tremble.

She panicked.

She was also really a bit scared.

But, Fang Qinglian was not someone who gave in easily.

She tilted her head and smiled with a face of confidence and certainty: "What am I afraid of? Seeing that the person I love deeply is me, he is all the courage I need to fight against this world, why should I be afraid?"

"Is that so?" Nan Xi sneered, "On the surface, it looks like you are very reasonable."

"But Fang Qinglian you remember, I don't owe you, when I married him, you had already broken up peacefully; and when you came back, it was still during my marriage with him, so you destroyed my marriage, but I, Nanxi, never interfered in your relationship."

"Whether you love him or he loves you, I won't bless you."

Nan Xi turned around and went straight down the stairs there.

If she didn't leave again, she was afraid that she would cry out.

In the past, she saw that someone asked, if you love someone very much, love them to the marrow, love them to the bone, then one day, when he gets married, the bride is not you, will you give your blessing?

She had always thought that she would smile and give her blessing.

Wish him happiness, wish him happy, wish him a beautiful marriage.

But now she realized that to say blessing is too difficult.

It turns out that the person you really loved, there is no way you can bless him to be with other women, because it hurts to even look at them, and how can you witness all the doting and tenderness he has for other women.

She's not great.

She's just a very petty woman.

She would also hurt.

Will ache.

Will shed tears.

Just at the moment she was about to leave the mall, Nanxi's hand was pulled by someone.

When she turned around, she saw Lu Jianxuan.

"Why did you run away by yourself?" He looked at her with a concerned expression.

Extremely stoic, Nanxi shook her head, "Shopping ah, I want to go back."

"I'll ask Lin Night to give you a ride."

"I don't want Lin Night to send me, what if I want you to?"